rEurng del trov pruoy - poEm

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REURNG DEL TROV PRUOY

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thgnai niss thgnai sa-ek
vea jess teor phleork
phleork khoss bro-kro-tei
tver oy khnum pruoy
pruoy pruos rual thgnai
ter pruoy reurng ah-vey
juoy chleory brabb phorng.

reurng derl trov pruoy
pruoy pruos reurng muoy
kir reurng kanlorng
pruoy pruos jet prerl
t-bet merl rom lorng
thver oy bom norng
pum barn douch kit.

oh kdey prathna
choung jabb pa-ri-nha
sro va ban dith
khom breong srav jreav
reav rok kom nit
pon teor jivit
khmean seth tov dol.

oh kdey sang khim
derl thluab nho nhem
ro leay khmean soll
mean teor tirk phnaek
jreork kdey kang vol
jen da khvay khvoll
om pul khmean la-her.

ah net khluon muoy
jett jorngg lerk stuoy
krua sa puk meor
vet-ta-nea yang na
kor pum tha deor
pruos veas-na breor
oy khnum om pul.

ma-nus khnong loo key
tearng bross tearng srey
kuor kuabey yul
panh-a-ha jivet
trov kit oy dol
pruos loo key phdol
kangval jreorn nass.

ma-nus khnong loo key
krub roub bross srey
teorng keort heory jass
dom ner jivit
pitt jea b-do phlass
vi batt jreorn nass
khnong vad-da-sang-sa.

rEbuildinG,

PS: pls refer to me with any of my Khmer-english words you do not understand via the below comment section.

onE boring EvEning with CARBON - final racE.

It took me 3 weeks to challenge this series car racing challenge - CARBON. It did pay me the prize with the ChamP eventually. Through the 3 weeks race I felt my life is kinda identical to the racing process as there should be no room for any mistakes otherwise it'd end up by crashing or being crashed, or even lose the race as well as the set back times to be resumed within stages.... Frankly, that features ma surviving life....



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a scrap piEce - poEm

It was then I got my new gym accessories from my co-worker with a pretty affordable deal. After getting back from work I anxiously & hurriedly installed those gym stuffs in my bedroom since i did not want to spoil my livingroom view because it's the most favorite spot in my tiny apartment. With my king-size bed already in my bedroom, those gym accessories seem like another queen-size piece to be addded. I started to move every single piece of my furnitures just to see if the entire view in the bedroom look better. Out of my ability the work seemed to be at no where and it was already 4 AM. It appealed to me that The gym things and the king-size bed can't be together in my bedroom space. I finally decided to locate the gyms out at the livingroom and remanaged my furniture pieces to where it used to be located. With one by one the stuffs were being put back into its own spots, I happenned to look at those work paper scraps I had done during the previous year, 2006. I found a piece from those scraps and read it.... Oh ma god! That was a written poem I had drafted last December in order to reply to a net lady friend from Hi5 whom she is a poet from Vancouver, Canada. I had seen her poetry work in a khmer poem website which says "jreorn kheor mork heory oun som sar-ra-pheap.... .... .... snae ter voleak smoss jeak et breor" with the title of JAM PEAK THA SNAE.

Now I feel like to share all this drafted poetic information in that replied scrap paper of mine. I do not mean anything else more than a poem....:P

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ream som or-kun toch tonn mjass snae
nov pheakdey snae del oun son som
somrab rub bang pi troung meas mom
jeat nis bon thom barn srey tver mjass.

som tus jompuos velea jreorn kheor
del oun breng theor jompuos bong ma-nak
jam jom leory bang chleury brab voleak
min kour bang khvakk min deong khluon eng.

ma-dech snguon tha bang jet dach me-ta
tveu oy konitha kream krom jom beorng
bong te keng phsong kruam troung ma-neak eng
min-hean thla thleorng sa-ra-pheap brab srey.

pel nis bong som smae jea kom nab
teorng jea peak kap joun sross thleorm thlay
tha bong kor luoch snae oun jreorn krai
jok krom ha-ra-tey jea you thngay kheor.

kom nab muoy nis reab raub sekdey
smaut brab tov srey tha bong louch snae
bro-kul beh-dong joun sros meas mae
thver jea ma-jass theor luh thgnai mo-ra-na.

ber bong khos a-vey bro-ney ream phorng
ream khmean bom nong thver bab jiva
kom nab mean ney ka-vey kot tra
chmuos srey ream ja jom leory beh-dong.

rEbuilding,

PS: pls refer to me with any of my Khmer-english words you do not understand via the below comment section.

a piEce of mind

After a week into holidays, i've still felt very restless. I had gone to gym few times, watched the latest movies, read all the books i wanted to, and I found myself with nothing to do. Out of desperation, i even considered getting another part-time job, but i was too lazy to work seven days a week. As i laid on my couch day-dreaming, a loud siren sound of an ambulance woke me up. I was like oh...my goddd! An elderly neighbor of mine had a heart attack. She then was sent to the hospital pitifully leaving her daughter sobbing with so much grief while the Ambulance driving out of her sight from the backyard.

Later that afternoon, i started to consider about my life expectancy. I once read somewhere about an article talking of life extension and immortality. Now there are some critical questions appear in my mind; do i want to live another 30 years? sure. Want to live another 60 years? Probably. Want to live another 200 years? Hmmmm... Why can't i say "sure!" to this last question? This is a really interesting topic. Of course, i am eager to live longer, but i also feel that our desire to live longer as much as possible will lead us to a trap and fault we would never want to fall into. It's really difficult to put this into words. I guess i will need time to clarify my thoughts.

I oftenly asked myself how to live my life without regrets. If i could do one thing in life over again, what would it be? Am i brave enough to bare that part of my life? I would love to be asked all these questions and would love my answers to be rewarded by just one miracle. If only it comes to reality we may find that we no longer have any regrets. Well, we can't predict the future which lies ahead of us to be happenned as exactly as we want it to be nor change the past which is already driven.

Life goes on; so why not let do something to move forward.One of the most difficult things to accomplish is to successfully plan for the future. Once you do it right you'll positively get most of your possible expectations as planned; let say it'll be fruitful. On the contrary, if you fail, there'll be some other unexpected facts lie upon you in which cause you some more possible tough decisions to be re-taken into further consideration for another future plan. Biologically speaking, in most cases, people are born equally, and they happen to live their lives differently due to the effects of their surroundings including family status, society where they belong to, peer groups, so on and so forth. I would say, likewise, decision makings, furthermore, play more important role in differentiating people's future. It may cause a rich man collapse as a poor one, a smartie to a dumbie, a well-being to a handicap ...etc. Any aspects can happen or be happenned in such case.

Some thesises, on the other hand, appear to be against the above idea, the decision making. It states that once it's not too late to re-decide there's always another chance for an affordable good future. Nothing can change us if we don't want to change ourselves; be content with what we are, and be positive & confident with what we do. It's such a great idea indeed, but to some certain conditions of an individual, it somehow appears to be impossible to re-decide; let take into consideration a condition of a single guy whose life is in a critical condition due to the fact that he has made wrong decision in pursuing his early independent life away from home. That poor guy, for example, belongs to a society where family's benefit should be taken as a threshold before going on further to self-decision-making. He grew up in a family that has faith on him. Family and friends are necessary parts of his life. They act as companions in his voyage through life. With them he experiences and shares many things. He learns how to love, hate, laugh, joke and be a normal functioning human being. After a defeat of his so-called wrong decision-making, he somehow aims at re-making some more possible decisions which may later brighten up his life's plan, but if he does so then he will end up changing his family's future as a whole since he's still part of his family. With such reasons in his head, he started to devote things and lose his chances one by one, but he's embraced to follow his instinct just to make his family feel positively about him. He believes once his whole family is happy he'll be content to be happy as well. This also counts couples' lives. you're meant to satisfy your spouse and kids. LOVE is all about devotion & sacrifice.

I have to come to the end of this talk, and will need to reclarify my thoughts and will have to give in if there'll be some better solutions suggested. I believe each idividual has different opinion regarding his/her life's trend & decision making. Somes choose their own happiness outweight their family's...it's their decision to make a happy life, and it's hard to decide what makes a happy life for we can't agree on a definition of happiness that's acceptable to all. One man's idea of happy life could be entirely different from another man's and what a third man considers to be a happy life may be acceptable neither to the first nor to the second.

All in all, all i am certain is that nothing can make your life happy unless you know how to feel happy. Yet, i will need to be more cautious for the next upcoming decision-makings of ma life journey. If i continue to live my life unchecked, i cannot imagine what my future will be? what my life will become? How will i be ended up? And where will i be living at? these are some of the serious questions that need to be answered and steps must be taken in order to avoid possible calamities.


rEbuildinG,

last day of thE job - joke

It was George the Mailman’s last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who roundly and soundly congratulated him and sent him on his way with a tidy gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures.

At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee.

As she was pouring, he noticed a dollar bill sticking out from under the cup’s bottom edge. “All this was just too wonderful for words,” he said, “but what’s the dollar for?” “Well,” she said, “last night, I told my husband that today would be your last day, and that we should do something special for you. I asked him what to give you. He said, ‘SCREW him. Give him a dollar.’ The breakfast was my idea.”

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provass jet, SOVAT - music

Preap Sovath, the singer of this song, Provass Jet, born in February 27, 1972, is known as the most popular singer in Cambodia today. He records for Cambodian production company Rasmey Hang Meas, generally regarded as Cambodia's most progressive recording label. This song, Provass Jet, has been among my most favorite ones from him. I love the fact that the verse says "....khnum pro vass jet reurng pit khnum trov janh ke.... york brakk bro vass jet snae oy bross srok sreor tirk phnaek...." & ".... provass jet snae douch tver srae pro vass merk....jet khnum smoss la-or ah-nek ke haork snae jaek bross phseng...." That's pretty SAD =(



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a confEssion

Em....i feel my posts are more overloaded with jokes. I guess i might have been afraid of talking about maself since i prefer it to be confidential. I have watched few romance movies these days and i feel my head is fully overwhelmed with romance for thoughts. For some reasons those tragics appear in the movies reflect those ... in real lives, mine, for instance.

"In a relationship, what we say is one thing, but what we do is another; the one saying, doesn't believe; teh one listening, also doesn't believe. When 2 people are in love, they love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each otehr to swear and promise? I guess because they don't trust each other; that means they don't trust their lover, so that isn't a real love. These swears and promises are useless; till the sky falls, till the oceans dry, my love for u will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the oceans will never dry, even if it does happen, are we still alive by then? that's so obvious we'll be dead by then, and so our loves will be dead wilted. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test, if the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

In love of each life, there are 4 main persons; first, ourselve; second of all, one we love most; third, one who love us most; and 4th, one we spend the rest of our lives with. Firstly u'll meet the 1 u love most, and learn how love feels because u know how love feels, so u can find the person who loves u most. When u've experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, u'll then know what it is u need most, then u will find the person who is most suitable for u, to be able to spend the rest of your life with. Sadly, in real life, these 3 people are usually not the same person. The one u love most doesn't love you. The one who loves u most is never the one u love most. And the one u spend your life with is never the one u love most or the one who love u most. That person is just the one who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Therefore..., which person are u in other people's life? No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves u, he/she really loves u. But, when he/she doesn't love u anymore, he/she really doesn't love u anymore. When the one loves u, that one can't pretend that he/she doesn't. Same goes, when a person loves u no more, there's no way that person can pretend he/she loves u. When a person doesn't love u and wants to leave u. U must ask yourself if u still love that person or not, if u also don't love taht person anymore, dun keep him/her just to save your pride. If you still love that person, you should wish him/her happiness, and hope that he/she will be with the one he/she loves most, dun stop him/her from it. If you stop him/her from finding true happiness with the one he/she loves, it shows u already that you don't love him/her, and if you don't love him/her, what rights do you have to blame him/her for a change of heart? We should trust this saying which reads " Dun go for looks, it can deceive." We should go for sum1 who makes us smile, because only a smile can make a dark day seem bright.

Love is not possessive, if you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin or share a pillow with it, but the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let that person become a permanent memory in your life. If you really love a person, you must love him/her for what he/she is. Love him/her for his/her good points, and the bad points. You can't wish for him/her to become like what you like him/her to be just because you love him/her. If he/she can't change to become what you like him/her to be, you don't love him/her anymore. When you really love a person, you can't find a reason why you love him/her. You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person to be with you.

There's a saying said: "Always put yourself in teh other's shoes." If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts teh other person, too. A sad thing a bout life is when you meet soemone who means a lot to you..., only to find out in teh end, that it was never meant to be and you just have to let it goes. Giving some1 all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Dun expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts. But, if it doesn't, be content it grews in yours. Sumtimes, there are things you would love to hear, but, somehow, you never hear it from the person you want to.

Hence, in love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not twist them with our own images, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them. The happiest people dun necessarily have the best of everything..., they just make the most of everything that comes their ways."

When all is said and done, i wish i could be strong enough as mentioned. Yet, i am too weak and lack of confidence when talking of love, and this is because another reason that i have been through in life and that causes my mentality not to let me have the gut to confess or discuss it out to the one i love (just in case if i have a love). No matter how hard i tried to forget about it, i just couldn't cus the guilt and sense of sorriness are overwhelming. Still..., as in my condition, this love and life are always dependent on each other, but life is more predominant; thereofre, without a good life, i just can't have a beautiful love. = I wish i could, and now that i am waiting for a miracle.


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WomEn, rEad only thE first part - MEn, thE rEst - joke

A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, “If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.”
The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, “Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!”

The woman said, “That’s okay.” For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, “You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis to whom women will flock.” The woman replied, “That’s okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me.”

So, KAZAM-she’s the most beautiful Woman in the world!
For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, “That will make your husband the richest man in the world. And he will be ten times richer than you.” The woman said, “That’s okay, because what’s mine is his and what’s his is mine.”

So, KAZAM-she’s the richest woman in the world!
The frog then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, “I’d like a mild heart attack.”
Moral of the story: Women are clever. Don’t mess with them.

Attention female readers : This is the end of the joke for you. Stop here and continue feeling good.
Male readers, continue reading….

The man had a heart attack ten times milder than his wife.
Moral of the story: Women think they’re so smart. Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show.

PS: If you are a woman and are still reading this; it only goes to show that women never listen!


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strandEd on a dEsErted Island - joke

Three chicks were stranded on an deserted island - a brunette, redhead, and a blonde. The brunette looked over the water to the mainland and estimated about 20 miles to shore. So she announced, “I’m going to try to swim to shore.” She swam out five miles and got really tired, by the time she made it ten miles she was too tired to go on, and she drowned.

The second chick, a redhead, said to herself, “I wonder if she made it. I guess it’s better to try to get to the mainland than to stay here and starve to death.” So she attempts to swim out. The redhead had a lot more endurance than the brunette, as she swam out 10 miles before she even got tired. After 15 miles, she was too tired to go on, and she drowned.

The blonde thought to herself, “I wonder if they made it! I think I’d better try to make it, too.” So she swam out 5 miles, ten miles, 15 miles, nineteen miles from the island. The shore was just in sight, but she said, “I’m too tired to go on!” So she swam back.


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a lEttEr with 2 facEs

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them stop their relationship......and so... the boy wrote this letter to the girl.. he knows dat the girl's father will definitely read this letter...


1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7---- marry you. Our last conversation
8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing you again.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that I would find
12--- life very difficult, and I would have no
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14--- to give, but it is not something that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understand that
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20--- if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. You have no
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25--- I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers)


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