aftEr a nap

After a nap...

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...yet it has come to be this isolation that i, at this very moment, could only look to myself to recall the way the possibility all began. For the disarray and constant desire for something more than this, i am now striving to find this clear being that i envision, yet i seem to miss and confuse. Could it be that because i am sensing emptiness or that because i am feeling a little loss? Or could it be for the reason that i am finding myself as lonesome or because i am hastening for a constant happiness for any costs (though i seem cannot afford a highly rated one)? I believe this never-ending anxiousness is something that i am yet living deep inside no matter how well i could self protect the illusion of my thought from being depicted in regard of disporting one's mind...

Shall i get back to sleep? ===> Mentally, nop; physically, yep!

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whEn a lovE lEave you - ladiEs - bEhind

You told me let's us be dead together in peace due to your parents' baneful objection of our promising lives together. So we set a place for our faithfully & mutually suicidal decisions - which was to jump from Jrouy Jang-Va bridge.

By counting to three, we would jump down together to the great deep of the river, NO MATTER WHAT. Counted to three, you had fell downward alone without realising that I was being so shocked & nervous of drowning.

You would never know that i could never jump down following you while you had been that deadly drown. You kept falling into the river deep. And i was there watching you dying with the guilt in my heart for my beloved parents.

It has been two months since our incidence, now that you are gone - so deadly gone. And i am left behind living handsomely with my arranged husband.

I promise i will not cry. And i'll stop loving you. That's the demand of my husband from me to stop loving you - with the exchange of a 2-karat diamand ring. But, i don't think i could keep that promise. I broke that promise. I did cry indeed cuz i was so excited to be worn with such a big shining diamond ring by my husband.

I'm sorry for i made that stupid suicidal plan with you; i was too young back then with that stupid decision in mind. Instead, i'm so thankful to you. Without you, i wouldn't have had such a promising future with my wealthy husband.

Rest in peace my EX! It's Phjum Ben season! And i'll arrange some foods for you!

PS: you don't have to thank me via a dream tonight for the foods. It would be so fine for me without you in my dream.

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I have seen this IQ thingie moment ago at a Khmer fellow blogger's webpage. Felt like wanting to try, and here i've done it. There isn't any mean of illustrations here beside that i was to see my own brain's ratio. YEt, I do not even know what's the perfect score.


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