This last Monday of the year, all i can do is to hold off my falling tears. With this last day, with this last night, I am alone in my mind with big sighs cus i am feeling down. I am alone in a city that is not my town. I am alone with people all around. I am alone with friends whom I have not found. I am alone with dreams long ago. Yet i am alone with long more to go. I am shelter when other feel pain; i am comforting when other approached. I am loved by the world, but why can't i love myself? Why can't i feel other people's joy? I'm sure some people might call me stupid; some others might call me selfish. But if only they could feel my pain, if only they could understand cus i never wished to be sad. I would never while no one would. But I guess this is what i am going through and i know things would get better. One day i will feel like a babe again. One day i would watch the sunrise again, but, again, why can't i help myself? *sight* I am just gone with the winds with no direction. I am just like the lonely winter tree with outstretched branches without any leaves left. Well, i am sorry; i have no idea what i am talking about, but i am sure it's all about a storming mind in this sleepless night.*
rEbuildinG,
2 commEnts:
having read most of your stuffs in this blog I could say that you are such a sad guy my friend! why you sound so tough like this? I am just hoping that all your worries will be easing soon. good luck! let me know if you need a friend to talk to! =)
That'd be my honour to have someone i've never known caring and hoping me for good luck. It my pleasure to have someone like you talking to my friend.
=)
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