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Aug 31, 2007

a lEttEr with 2 facEs

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them stop their relationship......and so... the boy wrote this letter to the girl.. he knows dat the girl's father will definitely read this letter...


1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7---- marry you. Our last conversation

8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing you again.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that I would find
12--- life very difficult, and I would have no
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14--- to give, but it is not something that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understand that
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20--- if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. You have no
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25--- I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers)



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Aug 24, 2007

compEtitions in modErn lifE - my viEw

In school we compete for better grades. In sports and games we try our best to beat the other competitor or competitors. The commercial world is an ongoing race for more profits. Countries try to subjugate other countries by means of force. As a whole, the human race has engaged itself in a mighty round of competition. No one is spared. The winner reaps his gains, the loser withdraws to compete another day, just like me for instance.

Competition is very much a part of modern life. In every sphere of human activity there is some form of competition going on, be it to a larger or a smaller degree. Some of us cope well; and there are some who fall by the side. Yet there are some who shun competition, preferring not to get involved.

for those who cope well, competition allows them to develop and realise there abilities. Record-breaking feats by athletes make us realise that human being are capable of wondrous performances. The four-minutes- a mile was an impossibility a few decades ago. Now, any world class miler can break four minutes with ease. Training and competition have resulted in improvements beyond our wildest dreams. Nobody can say for sure what sort of times and distances future runners, jumpers and throwers will be capable of. It is left to be seen what keen competition can produce.

In actual competitions we see faults all over the place. Punching, kicking and elbowing are common sights in a soccer match. Pushing, jostling and tripping are part and parcel of distance running. why do these competitors indulge in such illegal acts? the reason is obvious - to beat the other guy, to be the champion, by all means. Such a bad attitude among competitors is a result of our obsession with competitive sports. The original purpose of participating is forgotten. The main purpose now is to win, regardless the costs and the number of people that we trample on the way.

Competitiveness has spilled over to our everyday life. Nobody actually knows why we study so hard to get better grades. We only knoe that we have got to have good grades in order to further our education. Why do we have to further our education? The common answer is that so that we can get a good job and so on and so forth.

Those who obtain many distinctions in an important examination wear distinctive smile. A happy smile is a sign of success. Yet there are many by the side who at best can manage an indifferent look. Most wear frowns and sad faces. These are people who did not quite make it. In the competition for good grades, the achievers rejoice, the non-achievers grieve. The education system has produced generation of people who judge a person by the amount of certificate he has. A graduate is automatically a respected person. An unskilled labourer is to be avoided. We have forgotten how to see a man for what he really is.

As long as we compete, we will have to put up with the bad effects as well as enjoy the good effects. We will have to suffer increased unemployment while we produce more graduates. We will have to live with pollution as we produce more motor rides. We will see more broken limbs as we see more goals scored. This is all about competition in life, and we have to live with this fact. I have to come to the end of this talk. I could still go on indefinitely if I extract many of my own stories to tell, but I'd rather to pause here because it's all just about the scandal competitions I have done. Any comments for this talk would be appreciated. Thus again I have to give in to expectation and sign off.


rEbuildinG,

Aug 22, 2007

Arsenal - my iconic soccer club

MY OVER VIEW:

Arsenal may have been off the pace in the inaugural Premier League season in 1992/1993, but they made up for it by winning both FA and League Cup.

The EPL crown eluded them until 1998 - two years into manager Arsene Wenger's tenure - when they the league and FA cup double. Under the Frenchman, the Gunners shook off their "boring" image and began to play some of the most attractive football in England.

In 8 of his 11 seasons at club, Arsenal finished first or second. And together with star players such as Thierry Henry, Patrick Viera and Dennis Bergkam, Wenger took Arsenal to another "double" in 2002.

The Gunners reached the Champions' LEague final in 2006, becoming the first London team to do so, but lost to Bacelona with one goal first scored. Thier EPL title in 2003/04 saw them become only the second team to win the league without losing a match - earning them the title "The Invincibles." Overall they went 49 matches unbeaten, which is a national record.


rEbuildinG,


Aug 14, 2007

snaE khnong sobEn - poEm

I'm a kind of person who just can't talk about sumthing positive related to ladies though i want to. All the words somehow stuck in the between of my both jaws.... so, in return, I am always called as a negativist among the peer ladies group. Though it's a fact of me in relation to them ladies, i'm sure they could still feel those true positivities inside my deep down. I instead prefer to blow things out in to pieces of writing, poetry is one of my favorite location to stuff all of those inspirational thoughts. This is so true about one of my facts. In fact, the following poem stanzas have been few times drafted before it appears so. It had not been yet a full poem, not until this Summer 2007; the title was the last thing included. There it says....

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SNAE KHNONG SOBEN
y
ah-treat yub sngat phat jum nor
lir so thghouch thgho kuor sro noss
khom brass khluo keng min luok soss
nirk dol som ross keo kan-ni-tha.

dom ner la-vot la-vun tun la-vun la-vey
ream nirk mo mey khernh pheaktra
nho nhem po preay leay vea ja
hakk prabb bang tha som et khjoss.

thhpual preurng ro loung douch mak-prang
khuoch teang song khang khernh sen sross
khuoch khernh so sai khjei teang oss
la-or et jan loss sross nuon la-ong.

kanh-jeng-kor la-or sor(white) sen som
jang kess moul khlom douch ang krong
oun jea dara doung jet bang
ream ouch thoub phsong pong juob snae.

bor bo muat sross lerss oss phkar
thver oy ream ra pra thna teor
srong khlen bopha phkar ma-jass snae
rouch reaksa theor tae touch tonn.

jenh jeorm reang koang douch en-tha-nu
ream koy kun you jang chlar chlonn
merl tov trong na khmean tha onn
bang nirk touch tonn kroub near ti.

sorkk eoury ro lerb veorng brass smar
douch tep thi da la-or khmean pi
ream jang bei bom thnorm chor vy
som sross neary smakk bang tov.

somm eury sen somm la-or et khjoss
ream snae yang smoss sross peal pov
ber min barn snhguon khluon bang trov
min arch ruos nov ler lork barn.

reab ruab min oss chmuos som kai
ream kun min nai te kal-la-yan
bang snae srey pit huos jet smarn
som sross phom pharn prom pro ney.

oh snae eury snae barn trem kit
khernh sross vor-mit rual reatrey
oun nov khpuos pek douch mek dei
tun sai dai khlei chhorng min dol.

jann eury jann trea near reatrey
som nuam som dei khnum tam khjol
tov brab pum-nghea jea yo-bol
ream snae nimul snae krai pek.

snae eury snaeha snae thom theng
snae chkuot vong veng pruos thlerm thlai
snae tae khnong jet kit sro mai
snae ler jor-ra-nai muoy meourn snae.

snae eury snae khnum kruam oh ra
ter don pel na terb barn la-her
na-heury chhob kit joss pruos reourng snae
kit ban trem ter "snae khnong sobEn."


rEbuildinG,

PS: I'm not as sweet as like what mentioned; So....please do not get me wrong ;) pls refer to me with any of my Khmer-english words you do not understand via the below comment section.

Aug 9, 2007

picturE - music

There's another one of my most favorite couple song, "PICTURE". For those who just can't imagine Kid Rock singing a duet with Sheryl Crow, the song "Picture" is about to come into focus. The heartbreaking "Picture" finds the couples illustrating in "Picture", Kid Rock and Crow, trading verses about not being able to look at a photograph because the pain, for varying reasons, is too great. At first, it's the company of another that makes it uncomfortable for an on-the-road Rock to be reminded of his love miles away. The sentiment changes from simply sour to downright dour when the photo becomes a crushing memento of love lost.

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PICTURE Lyrics
By: Kid Rock feats Sheryl Crow

(Kid Rock) Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried the day
I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her

(Sherly Crow)
I called you lastnight in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend

(Kid Rock)
It was the same old same "how have you been"

(Both)
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey

(Kid Rock)
You reminded me of brighter days

(Sheryl Crow)
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
i was headed to church

(Kid Rock)
I was off to drink you away

(Both)
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't nderstand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'llc hange my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

Aug 3, 2007

favoritE moviEs




























Let believe me guys for that i've got da right taste in rating movies....=) Here are ma favorite short listed movies..... SAW 1, 2, 3 & 4 ~ Herbinal Rising ~ Step up ~ Wicker park ~ Chasing liberty ~ The Host ~ Live free or die hard ~ Casino Royal ~ The painted veil ~ Fly boy ~ Unfaithful ~ The Three ~ King Kong ~ Bad Boys ~ Final Destinations ~ Love Story ~ Sassy Girl ~ Romeo & Juliet ~ Wedding Crashers ~ Scary Movie (not 4th) ~ Titanic ~ Euro Trip ~ Hostel 1 & 2 ~ Sex is zero ~ Asian Sensation ~ A walk to remember ~ Full house ~ Lucky You ~ Pretty Woman ~ The War ~ Blood Diamond ~ Residential Evil ~ Mr & Mrs Smiths ~ Apocalypto ~ Rush Hours ~ Black Hawk Down ~ Garfield ~ True Romance ~ Fearless ~ Venom ~ Shoot Them Up ~ Tristan & Isolde ~ Crouching Tiger ~ A Walk to Remember ~ Cursed of The Golden Flowers ~ Troy ~ The Condemned ~ The Departed ~ Gold To Living Things ~ Goof Luck Chuck ~ Casino ~ Click ~ It waits ~ Dumb & dumber ~ Harry & Kumar Went To White Castle ~ You've Got Mail ~ Into The Blue ~ The hills Have Eyes ~ Sweet Novemver ~ House of Wax ~ Sleepless in Seatle ~ Texas Chainsaw ~ The cave ~ Amityville Horror ~ Desert Heart ~Dark Water ~ Chasing Liberty ~ Fast and Furious ~ Crank ~ Severed ~ Next ~ Waitress ~ Spiderman ~ and.... plenty more to be described in da sheet....


rEbuildinG,

Jul 31, 2007

suckEd birthday

Looking at the pages of my life and faded memories during all these years, i've lived, i've loved, i've lost, there seems nothing special of my birthdays. Just to show a little revealment, i'd say this year has been my worst birthday year of all. I've never thought my birthday is important nor ever I have granted even a single joyful birthday celebration, and that's so TRUE!

Yet, I just STILL cannot find the words to describe exactly how my heart feels every year on each of my birthday cus it SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS! Beyond what has been said, even if I had all descriptive words embedded unto my brain, I am sure that there still would not be a word that would fit exactly right cus i already believe that it's unchangeable fate of my life. Pls readers do not think hard as you will never understand, not even me can fully understand.

However, in response to the flurry of warm wishes, I'd like to express many thanks to all of you for your birthday wishes. Your words, as always, are a great source of strength. I was very thoughtful of you guys to take the time and effort to wish me Happy Birthday. I am so grateful! There aren't much words to express my thanKs to teh choicest friendship loves being shown. just in brief-->my heart is with you guys! Many thankkkks =)


rEbuildinG,

Jul 23, 2007

giving up....

I give up. This is going nowhere. My heart is now broken beyond repair. And nobody even seem to care. Even all those people I used to run to whenever problems arise seem to have left me alone now to fight on my own. Well, it isn't a poetry, but it's a mixed raging storm feeling from mE. Oh, well.... reality bites; so let me get over it with my pride; let me just get this f**ken crazy tryout nights.

Jul 20, 2007

tun sai sdai chan - poEm

I have not posted anything lately about poetry, here goes my first poem. I guess the title itself says it all really. I'd say the concept of this poem is one of the excerpts from people's lives, mine, for example. Occasionally, i like to inflict people by writing poetry. It's one way of self-consoling. I may be wrong in some ways from the view of majority. As shown, BUNNY and MOON are my 2 favorite potraits used to illustrate love in poetry.... There you go....

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TUNSAI SDAY CHANN

yub dob pram(15) keort
duong chan barn eort
banh jenh reaksmey
jang jeass pon lir
bom plir loo kei
tun sai touch kdey
kor barn plir der.

chan plir jeang phkay
tver oy tun sai
sen sday lok kher(moon)
reaksmey sro tun
koy kun et la-her
het ah-vey jan breor
boer jea ngor ngit.

tun sai sday jan
jang choung dai kann
barn trem ter kit
chan khpuos huos chhgai
tun sai phei phit
kreorng thluoy kom nit
ji vet kro lab.

oah phteang po pok
mdech ro sat mork
bet barngg yang chabb
thver oy tun sai
khvol khvai ster slabb
pruos pheap oour abb
barngg bet chan trea.

ron taess phleang phkor
mdech neak bon toor
oy phjuh phjoor mea
boak bokk sa bai
tun sai vet-a-near
rong kruos kruam krea
rual reatrey sngatt.

ro nouch ji vet
douch mek ngor ngit
jang ret sreork katt
oah phjuh khor khov
jenh tov oy batt
po pork ro satt
leorng barngg jann thlai.


rEbuildinG,

PS. ngor ngit ==> DARK
chhgai ==> FAR
ron taess ==> THUNDER
phjuh phjoor mea ==> HURRICANE
sngatt ==> QUIET
khor khov ==> CRUEL

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Jul 15, 2007

it was you all along

Here's one more story to follow; i guess it's too much, but still, it's another touching one......

"The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.

Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city. At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task.

Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she react? Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again.

"I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me."
Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each day.

He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a seat.
Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, And his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself.

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine-looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your office building.

Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady." Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there is darkness. "

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P.S: The story reflects those who are my families, parents & brothers, who have been hundreds of time being supportive and caring of mE all these years since my first breathe. I'd like to salute both of you from this network, my beloved mom and dad. May gods and goddesses bless our family....


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