open, cross and lEave?!?!

I was thinking all the while when i then wanted to let go and leave IT behind. Oh yeah.... i might have been slipping with that momentum idea of managing things with responsibility - figuring out that i should not have planned to leave IT; and I was in that case just stuck. But, just as i come close to getting things worked out well for IT, i see as clear as day that that momentum just doesn't always go as flowing as i wanted IT to be.
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Now here i am laying awake in the night clearing up my mind as well as re-making my decision to leave IT asap, blaming myself with that stupid momentous-thingy. I do not yet know if it is a good move, but i atleast know i could take another step by seizing those stupidity and feeling of sympathy of mine come to an END!!!!

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Let wait and see....?!?!

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